Whatever happened to remaining positive?

Hello all. I doubt anyone will read this and I can't really expect that they will, but to anyone who is, hope all is well. Things are getting worse again. There are so many awful things being crammed into my head.I feel like everybody is abandoning me. So worthless. For the first time in my life I can really say I feel completely alone and unwanted. here's also been someone before that looked out for me, but not anymore. I hate myself. I have gotten so fat and useless. Being alive is more painful than it should be. I thought as summer approached things would get easier but they didn't and I'm so hopeless.

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Oh, god, Megan. I hate that you feel this way. I wish you knew how much you were loved. I love you soooo much!!!