What went wrong?
As I was cleaning today there was a song on the radio (didn't catch the name) but it said I didn't know how to save a life what went wrong?I lost a friend.To this day I should of called Justin when I didn't hear from him that morning that was a red flag what went wrong? And like the song I lost my son and best friend.I'm still devastated by his death but I know in my heart I have to go on and try to be a better mother for my 2 girls Ashli 19,Rebecca 12.They know my heart is breaking they can tell by my eyes they are so cloudly.Isn't it weird how are moods change from day to day?I was so proud of myself for going to a family gathering and today I feel like shit.What a life I live now.jfm24,Vicki
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Hang in there Vicki. Your girls need you to smile sometimes. I do understand how hard it is though and at times I\'m relieved that I don\'t have any other children at home who are relying on me to stay positive. Other times, it\'s so lonely and quiet I can\'t bear it. This journey sure is a roller coaster. Charlotte.
Vicki,
I understand how the moods change. You must remember that you also have 2 girls. They love you & they need you. Sometimes we take 2 steps forward & 3 steps back. Just do the best you can and take them moment by moment...Hugs, Connie
I think that having \"others\" that need us is what keeps us going...so I am grateful for them. Love to you...Karen
i understand ....hugging u tight...hang in there
There are good days and bad days. Hang in there my dear friend and HUGS to you! Love you:0)
Vicki,
I very much believe that we are all on our individual paths. You have nothing to do with Justin and what happened. I do understand how different things can affect us and get us to a dark place . I am a work in progress just like the rest of us. Hugs, Inga