what to say.
What to say? Well I have so much welling up inside of me. Pain because people I love see me this way. Pain because I am this way. Agony because my mind chose to be this way. Misery because everywhere I turn I hit a brick wall with no door and razor wire on top. Joy because the Lord loves me and gave me a gift. Shame because I feel weak, and can not continue the war. Oh this is just a drop in the bucket. Just venting do not get me wrong I stand up shout I'm not done and crawl walk on. God Bless, Sean
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Sean, It deeply saddens me to read how you are feeling. Im sad that you are hurting inside. I hope and pray that you will conquer this. Annalee
Oh annaleep I will. I have lived undiagnosed with ptsd for over 20 yrs. It just hurts differently since I am taking steps to face it and start treatment. Thanks, God Bless, Sean