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Well we just got home from our aviversary get away. We went snowboarding and it was fun. I missedc Ian like crazy. I let DH make all the plans and it was a total Fail!! We stayed in a 1/2 star hotel. It was horrible, I was a little pissed about that because whenever he travels he always stays in 5 start hotels and we got the crappiest one ever. he had no confirmation # not idea where we were staying how to get our lift tickets nothing. We spent the first 2 hours running wrounf like chickens with our heads cut off trying to figure out where we are supose to be and everything. I was pretty pissed because i wish he would have planned a little better. Oh well. I learned that leason real fast.
I did get an e-mail from a recruiter for a legal position in the city. i am super excited about it but at the same time torn. I would love to work and this job would pay big bucks. We would get to move closer to the city like we have been planning on and I would get to work and use my brain and feel usefull again. Alot of my depresion is from me not working,. I did teh SAHM thing and it just isnt me. I love my guy more than life but i thinki would be a better mommy if I worked. James doesnt want me to go back to work. But this is a awsome oppertunity to save a ton of money for the house we want to build. I dont know all teh details of the job and I am stil waiting to hear back from the guy, so I am probably getting ahead of myself. Im scared because I would be the only one around for IAn when DH is out of town which he is all teh time and I would have a job. But the $ i can make is worth it to me. I feel like I either go to work now for teh next 2-3 years save all our money so when we move back to GA we can build our dream house and I wont hav eto work and can be super involved in Ians activities and school or I stay home now and stres sover $ and haveto go to work when we move to pay for our house and Ians activities. Its a sacrifice either way as I see it and I will never be able to make the kind of money I can make in DC in GA. This could financially change our life in the long run. But Dh doesnt se eit as that. He is like well we can only move to x,y, or z. There is so much to think about. I hope to hear back from teh guy in the next day or 2 as many things will play a roll on me even taking a position. Lots of firms say they are in DC when they are really right outside DC if that is the case great! I would love reston or herdon. James Says I can not work in DC. He says I cant handle the traffic. I did live in S. Cali my whole life and drive the interstate to work for years. I did drive in GA when I worked in ATlanta for years. I dont know cross your fingers. This would mean putting Ian in daycare. I have thought about a nanny but i want hom to have the interaction with other children. I just pray that what is meant to be will be.
I did get an e-mail from a recruiter for a legal position in the city. i am super excited about it but at the same time torn. I would love to work and this job would pay big bucks. We would get to move closer to the city like we have been planning on and I would get to work and use my brain and feel usefull again. Alot of my depresion is from me not working,. I did teh SAHM thing and it just isnt me. I love my guy more than life but i thinki would be a better mommy if I worked. James doesnt want me to go back to work. But this is a awsome oppertunity to save a ton of money for the house we want to build. I dont know all teh details of the job and I am stil waiting to hear back from the guy, so I am probably getting ahead of myself. Im scared because I would be the only one around for IAn when DH is out of town which he is all teh time and I would have a job. But the $ i can make is worth it to me. I feel like I either go to work now for teh next 2-3 years save all our money so when we move back to GA we can build our dream house and I wont hav eto work and can be super involved in Ians activities and school or I stay home now and stres sover $ and haveto go to work when we move to pay for our house and Ians activities. Its a sacrifice either way as I see it and I will never be able to make the kind of money I can make in DC in GA. This could financially change our life in the long run. But Dh doesnt se eit as that. He is like well we can only move to x,y, or z. There is so much to think about. I hope to hear back from teh guy in the next day or 2 as many things will play a roll on me even taking a position. Lots of firms say they are in DC when they are really right outside DC if that is the case great! I would love reston or herdon. James Says I can not work in DC. He says I cant handle the traffic. I did live in S. Cali my whole life and drive the interstate to work for years. I did drive in GA when I worked in ATlanta for years. I dont know cross your fingers. This would mean putting Ian in daycare. I have thought about a nanny but i want hom to have the interaction with other children. I just pray that what is meant to be will be.
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