what the heel is going on with me

you know..theatre music and arts in general have always beenn my way to feel better, today i had theathre class. And i hope everything would be great...but people make such a huge effort on making those 80 minutes bad enough for ruining the whole day :(..i miss giving hugs and send messages and be here, but i barely have the time, i want to apologyze to everyone who i have stop talking to..and want you to know you are in my mind..every single day, every single hour in every breath i take