what the hell

well put it this way my mom got cps call on her saying she cant take care of my kids because of her dissbilty witch is bull i know i cant stande my mom but she is real good to her grandkids we will never get along as long im alive my mom been macking me feel like im a bad mom shes talking about keeping my oldest intell he is a teenager witch piss me off theres nothing in this wrould that means the most to me but my kids why couldnt my mom be this good to us when we were kids this so piss me off to when she took the molester and the rapest over my word it destrod my trust in people and i hate her for it and it keeps comeing up because shes treating my kids better than me