What the Future Holds

Well all my initial treatment is over.  I can't believe I've gone through 7 months of chemo and radiation.  There were days, hours and minutes that I thought I couldn't do it, but I did.   I am anxious though about what happens next.  I will see the doctor next week and I assume we will discuss how I will be monitored.  How can we make sure the cancer does not return?  What a scary thing to now live knowing that the cancer could return at any time.  What do I do now?  I've done everything so far the doctor has told me to do, but now that treatment is over what do I do?  How do you live without worrying about cancer?  I guess I will now again be taking life one day, one hour and even one minute at a time. I'm scheduled to go stay with my Dad and other family in Michigan next week.  We are approaching the one year date of my Mom's death.  I feel more anxiety over that.  I can't believe it's been almost a year.  Probably the most difficult year of my life and my Mom wasn't here with me.  I'm sorry a year has gone by already.  It almost feels like every day that goes by she is further away from me.  I do have faith, but it's hard to keep when you don't feel good. I"ll try to stay positive and faithful and with support I'll move forward.  Right???......