what the fuck eh

so phew thats over and done with. time for some integrity and integration.I have to get a grip on Ray and me.....he sent over some photos of way back when   what a pretty boy he was....i dont want to fall in love like the pushover i always have been...just i love loving so much.....but the project is the main thing and if anything else comes of it well.....we'll soon know......and I feel safe with himunlike x he is a consumate communicator.he loves to talk and write and sing and anything else mouths can do. I want a relationship with an adult and one without all the baggage that bryan and Ibrought to Us. mmmmmmnight