what's really going on today
6-30-15
Having trouble eating because with each meal, there is more acid reflux to deal with. Some of it was so strong this morning, that I spit it out into a pan. So going to try smaller meals, which may not go over well with Staff who know I have history of eating disorder. But I have my teeth to worry about. I already have to do the type of cleaning where you are given anesthetic because they have to dig so deep, near the roots of the teeth. Not wanting to eat, but forcing myself to. Wanting to vomit, but doing best not to, except when can't control acid reflux.
Having trouble eating because with each meal, there is more acid reflux to deal with. Some of it was so strong this morning, that I spit it out into a pan. So going to try smaller meals, which may not go over well with Staff who know I have history of eating disorder. But I have my teeth to worry about. I already have to do the type of cleaning where you are given anesthetic because they have to dig so deep, near the roots of the teeth. Not wanting to eat, but forcing myself to. Wanting to vomit, but doing best not to, except when can't control acid reflux.
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