What\'s music got to do with it???

I have always been a musician, self taught, but instinctive and not bad.  Haven't 'worked' at it, meaning gotten paid for gigging, not since college.  But on and off through my life I've played. Always have had a piano, bought my first guitar in 1965, still have her, Love Angel is her name.  I own several guitars, basses, and other various instruments.  During my mostly rocky marriage I hardly played, sometimes, and with my children, but not consistently.  For the last several months however I have been playing and writing. Actually wrote a song, including words and everything. Usually my songs are guitar, and just the music, the emotion.  Right now I can't stop playing.  I've been bringing a guitar to work and playing during lunch and breaks. So the other day I was visiting a music store, getting a repair on a sax.  Stopped into the guitar room and started playing the higher end acoustics.  There is this one guitar there that clearly stands heads and shoulders above the rest.  It has bass response that projects like a piano, very well balanced mids and highs, can play loud, can sing softly, and it fits my hands like butter.  Of course I have no business spending this kind of money right now, but,,, it played and sounded better than any other guitar there, even the $5000 model. To make matters worse, I called a company I used to work at, and they have 3 of this very limited guitar in stock, and will sell me one of them for dealer cost.   Perhaps I am just living in denial, but I am going to pray on this and ask Gods advice.  I am spending little to no time thinking about illness,  and most of my time with my friends, with the church, and with the music.  My instincts, the ones I used to never trust, the ones where if I denied them in the past I would end up unhappy, well I'm trusting them now, as I know God is taking me down a certain path, so trusting my instincts is trusting God.  That's why I am inclined to buy this guitar.  But I want to pray on it and make sure its not arrogance or desire.  I know God wants me playing music.  I'll give some specific examples in my next posting, not to prove this to anyone, I need no proof other than what I know. Just to share the beautiful experiences.