What is on my mind right now

I am starting to realize who my real friends are an who are not. I am living my life for myself now, not for anybody else.
 
also i am still in pain from my car accident a week ago... I cant wait for it to go away.......
 
I may be used to having a guy in my life... but I am glad I have learned to live without one... I needed to be my own person for once.. and I am finally doing just that.
 
I am proud of myself... which makes me happier.... my depression has not hit me to hard in the past week or so... which is surprising since saturday through monday I was confined to my house with no one there for the most part. I am proud of myself for making it through that with out hitting rock bottom which I would have normally. After my accident I have learned I have a real meaning in life... and I will live to fulfill it.