What is normal?

So, I woke up feeling good.  Normal really.  But the longer I am up the more tired I get.  It makes me wonder, what is normal anyway?  I sometimes dream that I am running or moving about freely.  Oh, it is so good.  In my dreams I do not labour over each step.  Will there come a day on this earth where I will once again move freely?  Not that I am not grateful for the movement I still have.  I truly am.  And I am hopeful that I will be healed, that there might be a remission, and that I can regain strength and mobility.  I miss the life I used to lead this morning.  I am happy anyway.  I just remember feeling like I could do anything.  Sometimes I feel like I can't do anything these days.  But that is untrue.  I just have to do less.  I find that hard.  I have grand plans and I can't follow through on them as I desire.  I went to the craft store yesterday.  I am planning on making my husband a gift for Christmas.  He brews beer.  I want to make a custom beer sign.  Goldleaf design with his logo.  Anyway, I got a bunch of stuff to start, and I was to tired to do anything after shopping.  And shopping took 3 hours.  I am so slow.  Then I couldn't go grocery shopping or do laundry.  Oh well! In any case it is beautiful outside, not to hot, and an easy day of teaching.  And I am finished Wednesday at noon.  With a 4 day weekend, maybe I will get things done.  Or maybe I will loaf :-)