What is life?
Does anyone even read these silly things?
If not, oh well. I don't do it for the ratings. I do it to vent. Or update people.... Well, my life has drastically changed. I never did get pregnant again. Instead, I get silly baby shower invites, cramps, and so forth. Yes, I am still very much bitter, and angry. I'm not certain why this shit happened to me. Especially when people "accidentally" get knocked up on a regular basis. I'm not certain why half of the shit happens to me. What I do know is; at least I don't have to deal with silly baby daddy drama (however, if it meant that I had a baby, then I'd deal with the drama). My almost baby daddy and I broke up, and it was for the better. It always takes a shit storm for you to see the ugly in someone. And by ugly, I mean their true colors. I can't believe the piece of shit actually tried to force himself onto me. It took me crying hysterically, and said NO in a very loud, stern voice to get him the fuck off of me. Which still left him trying to get some. Bahhumbug.
On a positive note: I did meet someone incredible. He's more like the bestfriend, crazy, stupid in love, boyfriend. :) Positively amazing! We are currently looking for a place to move in together. Which, I'm looking forward to doing so, even if it scares me to pieces.
Work is work... Nothing fancy. I've been with the company for 4 years now, and still don't reap "full Time" status yet. Pretty much lame, but it is what it is.
For the most part, life is good. I'm thinking about starting a club. For those that are 26 and older who have no kids. Yeah, I think that sounds nice. I mean I love kids, and I want one, but it hurts having to hear about others all the times. And those stupid invites... And maybe someone out there can relate? Maybe not. Oh well, what is life?
Anywho,
I'm signing off.
Happy holidays for those who read this. :)
If not, oh well. I don't do it for the ratings. I do it to vent. Or update people.... Well, my life has drastically changed. I never did get pregnant again. Instead, I get silly baby shower invites, cramps, and so forth. Yes, I am still very much bitter, and angry. I'm not certain why this shit happened to me. Especially when people "accidentally" get knocked up on a regular basis. I'm not certain why half of the shit happens to me. What I do know is; at least I don't have to deal with silly baby daddy drama (however, if it meant that I had a baby, then I'd deal with the drama). My almost baby daddy and I broke up, and it was for the better. It always takes a shit storm for you to see the ugly in someone. And by ugly, I mean their true colors. I can't believe the piece of shit actually tried to force himself onto me. It took me crying hysterically, and said NO in a very loud, stern voice to get him the fuck off of me. Which still left him trying to get some. Bahhumbug.
On a positive note: I did meet someone incredible. He's more like the bestfriend, crazy, stupid in love, boyfriend. :) Positively amazing! We are currently looking for a place to move in together. Which, I'm looking forward to doing so, even if it scares me to pieces.
Work is work... Nothing fancy. I've been with the company for 4 years now, and still don't reap "full Time" status yet. Pretty much lame, but it is what it is.
For the most part, life is good. I'm thinking about starting a club. For those that are 26 and older who have no kids. Yeah, I think that sounds nice. I mean I love kids, and I want one, but it hurts having to hear about others all the times. And those stupid invites... And maybe someone out there can relate? Maybe not. Oh well, what is life?
Anywho,
I'm signing off.
Happy holidays for those who read this. :)
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