What is love?

Boys are so stupid. So at the begining of this semester there was this guy that I really liked, and I still do. He had been talking to my friend and aparently he liked me too. Well I ended up making out with the guy and doing some other sexual things with him...well it turnes out we got talking and he told me that I am lacking some qualities that are vital to long term relationships and so we would never be anything more than freinds. It hurt so bad. I wish I could just get over him, but  I just can't change how I feel about him. He has always been, and still is, so nice to me. I just wish he felt the same way about me that I feel about him. Oh and to top it all off I got in a car accident yesterday that even the EMTs said I should not have survived. Not I am in emotional and physical pain...great.