What I Fear !!!!
To everyone who is my friend I read every journal just don't have time to comment on all of them.I love all of you and love the support I get when I'm down and out and don't think to much of myself.Thank You all. I fear that I'm going to lose another child I have Ashli 19 and Rebecca 12. When Ashli goes out I can't sleep I call her all the time to see if she's alright.She gets mad.They went to the haunted house last night in Springfield,Mo.She's a very bright girl good head on her shoulders.It just doesn't help me I'm such a worrier I always have been more so since Justin passed. I miss my Justin its been 17 months and the pain is still intense.What am I to do? I hate this sick feeling in my stomach and my heart being ripped out.I'm not much of a person anymore I try to enjoy things but I always end right where I have began.Please pray for me.It isn't easy as you all know.Take Care,Peace to all.jfm24,Vicki
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Vickie,
I\'m a worrier too. But we are just wasting time because we can never change what we are worrying about. WE are MOM\'s and are suppose to worry about our kids. So just hang in there my friend and we all will servive...Love & hugs, Connie
Hang in there mom, it goes with the territory. I know it\'s even harder for you. The more I smoother my son, the more he pulls away. Pray about it and leave it in God\'s hands. Luv, Mel
I shall pray for you Vicki. I suppose it is natural to worry about your kids especially since you lost one so recently. You really do have to let them live their lives and place them in God\'s hands and hope for the best. I worry about my loved ones lot and their safety, but in the end I try to trust in God and hope for best, and stay positive. I am a worrier by nature and I guess I always will be-but it doesn\'t really solve anything, only makes me feel worse. Hope your weekend goes well:0)
You are in my prayers...love and hugs...Karen
Hugging you tight!!! Love Tammy