What happend?..man..

I was in my hotmail account earlier this evening....came across a folder,"Keely" my ex wifes name...opened it up and it was every Email we ever sent eachother. We had to do a long distance relationship 3 months after we met in 2003.. I red over 800 Emails..=( What happend? It was so amazing then, we were 1500 miles apart yet CLOSER then we were in over the past year. sigh.. little nostalgia i guess. I love and miss her so much =(