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here i am it only 743 am dry mouth from meds. i dont cope well at nite pain wise. Read a letter yesterday that this pain doc thinks im getting too depressed lol says him who can drive and due to eyesighight lacking with peripheral vision mines been removed thats what i miss driving to a beach listening to the waves.Its two years now since amputation was done and its hard to deal with im never going to reach the levels i wished and hoped for the heat i almost faint from meds i either get sick of taking and pay the price or constipation or sideeffects that arent pleasant a night out out to me is only to peoples places who understand or its its not worth going.I have a good limb fitter just a leg that doesent cooperate in the prossie well.At this point id say to people to cheer them up whats good in life well i have a cockatiel thats called Bart who really doeseny go in his cage much usually sits on my head or shoulder and its so much fun when he cant me hes like a toddler trying to work out out where i am. He eats fruit peaches plums hes on his way now i must put pictures up it cures empty nest wish they could be potty trained lol..Both my sons are working now thats so choice and James and Katrina Blaykes parents my grandson istill feel too young cant believe Im 45 next month are getting married that will be cool.     My mum 70 this year thinking about going down want to but think more stump pain control is best and mums house isnt that suitable i may be be having surgery to release the band thats causing bursitis on my good leg orthopod hs said yes had it done b4. well best go too rah