What do you think?

Please, tell me what I should do about the funeral.  I don't feel strong enough to attend the services on Saturday at 3:00 P.M.  Do you think I should make an effort and go?  I feel so bad for them that I don't know what to do.  I'm a very emotional person, plus the fact that I'm Bipolar.  I have been feeling better from the depression I had. If you have any suggestions, please let me know.  God Bless, Ivonne.