What An IDIOT!!!
What have I done!!! I was so depressed and then suddenly I had a sudden lift in my mood which prompted me to confess to my Mum how I'd managed to lose weight again despite me 'having my meals' (I'd been hiding food for a while). I wanted to tell her at the time because the sudden lift in mood made me a bit "WOW I SO WANT TO GET BETTER!". I knew if I told her I wouldn't be able to do it anymore. But that initial high has passed now and I can't believe was so stupid!!! I've just given away all that I had left to help me restrict without interference. I'm crying my eyes out typing this because I'm in such a panic, what am I going to do!!! x-Bliss-x
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