What am I feeling?

It feels like I'm hollow inside. Empty.


And there's nothing but pain left.



My brain feels fuzzy, like it's filled with fog.


or it's stuffed with cotton balls.



My body feels heavy and achey.


It feels kind of like running through Jello.



Light is too bright, yet it seems dimmer.


everything feels dull.



Life feels empty and meaningless.


I feel like I can't breathe. Air is poison.



I feel like a woven doll whose stitches are coming apart at the seams.


Like with every breath I take, I lose another piece of myself.



Something is holding my head underwater, and I can feel my lungs filling with water.



That's how I feel 24/7 and people expect me to function like a normal human.



Fuck them.