What a year for a New Year....

I am so incredibly tired, wonder if I am starting into a flare.  Also can not get warm, have not been warm all day.  I hate being cold.  I did fall down the stairs, again, last night.  Maybe body is rebelling against that. 
I can not believe it is Monday, freakin already.  Seriously trying not to cry. Hope this nights rest chases this exhaustion away.
I seem to have gotten a receptive ear in Deanna, the new Med Assist.  She actually called me Friday and says she understands my point of view in cancelling my appointment with Endo guy.
These doctors don't seem to talk to each other, which is crap.  If they had to take time off work, drive across the valley and up into the mountains in this horrid weather, pay $40. to have someone tell them they really can't add much more to the pot, they wouldn't do it.....why should I.
I've had a colonoscopy, a Hida Scan, an ultra sound and all the blood work (that ruled out my liver, thank you God), each requiring fasting and cleansings.  I think I've done my part.  Freakin book an OR and lets get on with it.

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deleted_user
deleted_user

Sorry you\'re not feeling up to par. I\'ll pray things smooth out for you. Hugs, kim
kitty3
kitty3

You do sound like you\'re going thru a lot of extra stressors right now which would be having a huge impact on your overall wellbeing. It\'s true in todays world that sometimes we need to be very firm with our dr\'s. Are you keeping some kind of record of proceedings to date cause maybe it\'s time to sit down with whichever dr & say OK look, heres everything to date & maybe things can get focused a bit better.
I can relate to a rough start on the new yr. New Yrs Eve at 4 p.m., I broke a top tooth completely off right at the gum line & of course there\'s no dentist till tomorrow. Aah those speed bumps in life huh.
deleted_user
deleted_user

I\'m sorry you are going through a hard time. Thinking of you. And prayers are sent. Hugs and love Nance