What a year for a New Year....

I am so incredibly tired, wonder if I am starting into a flare.  Also can not get warm, have not been warm all day.  I hate being cold.  I did fall down the stairs, again, last night.  Maybe body is rebelling against that. 
I can not believe it is Monday, freakin already.  Seriously trying not to cry. Hope this nights rest chases this exhaustion away.
I seem to have gotten a receptive ear in Deanna, the new Med Assist.  She actually called me Friday and says she understands my point of view in cancelling my appointment with Endo guy.
These doctors don't seem to talk to each other, which is crap.  If they had to take time off work, drive across the valley and up into the mountains in this horrid weather, pay $40. to have someone tell them they really can't add much more to the pot, they wouldn't do it.....why should I.
I've had a colonoscopy, a Hida Scan, an ultra sound and all the blood work (that ruled out my liver, thank you God), each requiring fasting and cleansings.  I think I've done my part.  Freakin book an OR and lets get on with it.