What a year

Well, I've been divorced 13 months now. It was the right thing to do. I still haven't found a job in my field in as many months. I'll have to bite the bullet like so many do in this economy and take something for a lot less money. My lower back is getting worse again. I have a new GF who knows my situation but she refuses to live together. she's been married 3 times but she also tells me she chose the wrong types....bad boy types. I don't know why she doesn't want to live together and I see we want different things in that regard so, I'm going to have to call off that relationship. I want what she can't provide, which is a shame since she's pretty funny, affectionate, very considerate. I tell her I'm not the bad boy type and never have been, but it matters not to her. Since I can't get past this roadblock, I have to move on. it is what it is. I just have to keep trying to find the one I can be proud of, is affectionate in different ways, enjoys the things I do but likes trying new things, wants a real lasting loving relationship. I know what I want and what I need. It's a matter of finding the soulmate I want so badly these days. Hoping for the best.