what a shit day!!!!!!!

im thinking of stopping my meds they dont seem to work any more in fact my agoraphobia is even worse since they was upped to 30mg 3 months ago,so whats the point in taking them right?  i pay 21.90p for three lots of meds every month and there not even doing anything the docters only shove this stuff down you because thet dont know how else to deal with you.im fed up with this shit,you remember i told you my dad had a brain heamorrage 18 months ago?well the mortgage company have told them they are not helping them with the payments anymore so they are going through the stage of being repossessed at the moment,i cant beleive it how can they do that to people?you think things are going well for a while then BAM it all comes back to hit you.my life is shit and i dont know how much more of it i can stand.................  

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wjw39
wjw39

sorry your having a rough time right now annie ,believe me i know how you feel idont want to get up in a morning and face the day , i feel my meds arent working either , my panic attacks are worse than ever, im unable to go out , hubbys walked out and moving to another country for a woman he met on internet only 4 months ago , leaving me in debt and the house has been granted repossession (tho iv managed to get it suspended for short term)but my house that i loved my safety zone as now turned into a prison cell that icould lose anyway ive lost everything else hubby,self confidence,self esteem,self respect and now looks like il lose my house too all i can do is hope and pray things will get better although i just want to give up .As for your meds ,i was thinking about coming off mine as they seem to be doin nothing for me at all, plus the cost of them but i think would i be worse if i came off them , id talk to your dr about them maybe you need different meds keep your chin up hun im always here if you want a chat wendy x
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oh annie, i so hear u sister....but hang on, hang on sister , because i feel like this so so often, but then i just tell myself, this place is not my real home, this is temporary...some day, some sweet day, my spirit will be freee, and we will suffer no more....big huge hugs for you my dear sister, peace 4 u...love, maggie
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ps...please annie don\'t give up on your meds, take ti from one who knows, you don\'t know how much i regret not taking meds for so so long, and the side effects of not taking my meds are unbound.....i struggle every day with some of the thing\'s i\'ve been through, and done, and all the suffering it brought and is still bringing me from not taking my meds for so so many helllish years..you will find the right one\'s that work for u,,,,,,do not give up on them ok? meds are the answer for us annie>...please stay on your meds, and keep working with the doctor.....i will tell u a story about my last episode one day.....and how it is effecting me still now....my love for u, maggie
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don\'t stop the meds... go to the dr and tell the dr you feel they aren\'t work. let the dr help you tweak your cocktail. Going off meds on your own is dangerous. HUGS
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you might need different meds. to help you. i was on so many i lost count. now though i am on 3, colopin, paxil, and depakote. they make me kinda normal. i know though without my meds. i would be in a padded room. its not easy, but you got to try. i look normal, but i wish i was and everyone here to be non sufferers!!! (((hugs))), ronna p.,s., everything will work out, with your house. Just ask God to help you. He will.