what a shit day!!!!!!!

im thinking of stopping my meds they dont seem to work any more in fact my agoraphobia is even worse since they was upped to 30mg 3 months ago,so whats the point in taking them right?  i pay 21.90p for three lots of meds every month and there not even doing anything the docters only shove this stuff down you because thet dont know how else to deal with you.im fed up with this shit,you remember i told you my dad had a brain heamorrage 18 months ago?well the mortgage company have told them they are not helping them with the payments anymore so they are going through the stage of being repossessed at the moment,i cant beleive it how can they do that to people?you think things are going well for a while then BAM it all comes back to hit you.my life is shit and i dont know how much more of it i can stand.................