What a differance a year makes!!!
Hi ladies, I would like to invite all my infertlity DS sisters to read my old journal entries. I was just looking at them and all I kept thinking was wow. What a difference a year makes. Over a year ago I was so depressed and consumed over not being able to get pregnant. I was completely lost and misserable. I hated life, i hated everything. This last year has been an amazing and incredable journey. A painfull one I would not wish on a single person but a greay journey none the less. From my Misscarriage in Feb of 08 to over a year of unexplained infertility and failed fertility treatments until today where i sit typing this 22 weeks pregnant with an active little boy jumping around inside me. To say my life has been anything short of a roller coaster would be an understatement. We have also persued our dream of adoption and are now on a waiting list. If you read my journals you will see how my hubby was closed to the idea of adoption until he had a change of heart. In this past year and a half i have had the lowest lows and the highest highs. I have givin up on life long dreams and hopes to only have them handed back to me when i was not even thinking about them. I hope that I can encourage and help you guys. Never give up hope. Never loose sight of your dreams. Dont let your life just pass you bye because of IF. I cant even count the things i missed out of because of IF and planning around it. I love you all and you all have a special place in my heart. I pray for you guys and your struggles all the time. Nikki