What a ball of confusion i am..

last two weeks or so have been really tough.. I'm so confused and lost in a way. I' just do not know what to do.  Im pretty sure im hanging out with the girl of my dreams...someone that's just so amazing that just thinking of her makes me smile. Yet, there is still so much, "Leftovers" from my last relationship, im still hurt, feel kicked in the face...and angry everytime i see her around with men. (unfortunatly she lives in my building.) I really dont know if i can hold in my feelings for this girl any longer, but im so afraid to get involved and end up hurting her because of my past.  Im not sure what im gonna do. I do not miss, or want my STBX anymore, initially i thought i did but i wanted the same things, just with someone who i acctually loved.  Im not really sure were i go from here...but im pretty certain i could not just have a friendship with this girl. If she does not feel the same towards me...unfortunatly i think it..or maybe the end to our friendship....I dunno maybe? Arg. Confused.