What the???

 are u only an acholic when u got to bars or neglect your family? i enjoy beers in the evenings.. then i take my sleep pill, eat and go to bed. someone once told me, here on this site, that i was way too hard on myself if i only drank at home and did not shuck my responsibileties. but then i think, if am i useless to who made need me while i am at home enjoying my beers it puts guilt in my soul. i was raised by the super queen of guilt trips, so any enjoyment i get out of life makes me feel guilty, tho most of the time i can overcome that and be healthy. but when it comes to beer, i feel as if i have done wrong even tho i enjoy it. Do I truly have a problem or does raising make me feel as if all i do that is fun is wrong.