What now

It is hard to know what to do with my life. Most of the time I find myself just wanting to hide out in my room. I generally don't seem to feel very social. I sometimes wish my life were different. It would be nice if I didn't have so many problems or didn't always look so down on myself. But, that's just the way I am. Even meds only help so much. After that, I am still left with feeling sad. I have been living with my parents for a while now, but i'm hoping it won't have to be for too horrifically long.