west to east

Heading to my parents house in florida tomorrow. NOT stoked on 8 hour flight, but that's what xanax is for =) Plan to chill on the beach for a week. Came home today after getting all sorted to leave at work and had full melt down crying, getting depressed, just freaked out, but i have to remember Saturday was awesome, Sunday night great, I had a wonderful day on Monday, and MOST of the day today was okay. I think i just started getting nervous about leaving my husband, flying, bailing on work (tho i have 95hrs vacation) during a busy important time. it makes sense. I have a backpack full of meds and anxiety workbooks, and a couple dumb dumb reads. Hopefully I will just be able to relax and leave it all behind a while. Will report from the road!