Went to look up

I went to look up people I knew personally from this site. There's no one. The girl I was obsessed about and the one I lost my virginity to has nothing here except a post someone made asking for help for her. She had a care taker kissing her. She was 15 at the time and he was in his late 20's. I was 8 years old at that time long before I got on here the first time. 

I met Jess on here when she worked at Target. I think she just got promoted to management at that time. I still remember the first time I saw her. It was Christmas time and while we were waiting for our parents me and Sarah went to the front and sat on the bench. A while later Jess walked up and passed us. She looked at me and smiled and kept going. I didn't know if that was her or not because people look different in person than pictures sometimes. She said she thought it might be me but wasn't sure. I was way to young for her but she was my real crush. I think about her a lot. She's been through hell and deserves the world. 

I wonder what she's doing these days and how she really feels. I don't know if her dad's out of prison yet but he deserves to burn in hell. 

I can't find Sarah or anyone. This site has changed a lot. Plus there's no one active on here anymore. I use to talk to 10 people at the same time. Now it's just a dead zone. I hope I find someone to talk to.