went to doctor//saw L, got haircut/waxed brows//kitten oozing by scar from spay

lets see if i can do this as rn says i'm more forgetful.  don't know if its true, if its the car accident or if its HER.  like she always thinks its k that had the mom cat even though i've told her a ZILLION times it was donf.  she even met donf and went to his house.  wtf?  
 
went to the doctor yesterday.  for some reason this totally unnerves me out when i go nowadays.  i don't like all the poking for temperature and blood pressure.  i hate the draws for blood and the reading my dumb chart and all the "serious" talk about cholesterol being heriditary and even if i'm thin again i'll have it.  or trying this cholesterol med because its stronger....and this and that happening to him in the hospital which was done wrong and then gave him phlebitis.  i appreciate the trying to help thing.  but it EXHAUSTS me.  i think i'm all filled up on woes and tragedy at the moment.  hope its mostly from healing but i can't tell.  just feel like its too much on my plate right now.  
 
i wake up in the morning and BEFORE i take my blood pressure pill and i'm still me and could probably STILL get a lot done, but when i feel my pressure start going up i can't.  and take a pill.  around the tenth hour i get dizzy and have to take a pill.  i didn't the other day, and my reading was 130 over 100 which i know is bad.  just asking for a heart attack because its the two number close together that cause a heart attack.  the further apart the numbers are the safer it is.  i'm also at an age that although they lecture and show concern, you can tell they are "expecting" me to have a stroke or heart attack because sooooo many people in this age bracket do.  my doctor claims its all heriditary and there is very little that can be done, except to try to clear out your arteries with things like pomegranite and to exercise.  (wish i would).
 
saw L because i got my hair cut.  same as always, and had my brows waxed a little.  amazing how little it costs where i go now for the passed eight years, and they actually do a BETTER job than the expensive one i used to go to (but got tired of having to sit there TELLING them how to cut hair.  grrrrr).  with L you show her a photo from their hair books and she can cut it and cut it fast too!  wow!  i'm lucky with my life right now because i actually like my doctor, and i like my stylist and that is rare. 
 
the house passed inspection except for the pump from the well and one other item.  i also found another cluster of cheapies.  amazing.  one is 35,000 and had been 155,000 when it sold in 2006.  its tempting even though its for someone else.  an identical unit with DAMAGE in the same complex is 55,000.  so someone needs to scoop this one up, OR something is wrong and no one wrote it in.  wow!  nice to be busy with real ones again and hope they all work out.   
 
two more kittens were adopted without advertising, that is good.  its still bothering me about the long haired one, and i'll never know what was what with that.  wth?  one of the one's that we just fixed the stitches re-opened.  so need to bring it in, not the best week for it.     
 

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Larissa238
Larissa238

I didn\'t know that the closer the bp numbers are means that it\'s close to a heart attack. I hope you can get your numbers better and still take care of all your wonderful kitties.
38lbs
38lbs

yeah, i never knew that either until 12 years ago. it makes sense though i guess. at least i know what to beware of. they actually want the lower number (the diastolic) to be BELOW 80 nowadays, they claim below 90 isn\'t good enough and that 90 is dangerous.