Went to a little get together today.

It was good to get out today, and I was looking forward to it. Then as I visited with these people, I realized everyone has a better life going on and things to look forward to: taking a class, starting Spanish lessons, wood cutting and planning, getting a new pet. Life just keeps plugging alone for the rest of them. One person started talking about Bill, and how much she missed him and even cried. I end up more depressed as I don't have my Bill there, who was always full of life and stories. He made me feel better simply by his presence. I've got through the worst so far, but still so far to go.