well today was her birthday

Well today was her birthday she turned 31. I asked her if we could be friends on Wedneday but as usual she ignored me which I guess is better than accepting me & then slamming the door in my face  - which is would have done before hmm... I think I will changed my goal anyways. I just knew I should have stuck with 5 years but no matter. Five years will give me 5 years 2 pray, it give my GS 5 years 2 turn from a  little boy into " a postively sweet, kind, thoughtful teenager with excellant mnners who doesn't eat like a horse & doesn't swear or any other nasty little things that other "teenagers" do. It will give her 5 years to completely, totally & unreversibily mess things up so that no one could ever help me out of the mess she is in EXCEPT God who will take her absolutely terrible attitude & turn it upside down so that it is once again a beautiful smile. And I know He will do this "eventually" becuase what is impossible with mere human parents is very possible with our Heavenly Father. Ohhh yes I feel better already!