Well the snow has finally melted

It has been 6 weeks since I lost my baby boy. I daily long to hold him to love him to carry him to nurture him. I finally was able to visit the cementary and find your plot. the ground was so muddy and soft we sank up to our ankles. The stone will not be able to be placed until the ground settles and is top soiled. the medical reports a;; say it was your cord that caused your death you were just too active they say.