Well, she did it

Well, found out yester day via Aunt V that Rayna has been in jail for at least 2 weeks now.  She was suprised that Spank hasn't tried to call or anything.  Now that I know she is out of the pic for at least 3-4 more months, I am suprised too.  Why hasn't he called?  Is he trying to get his life in order or is there someone else that he is with now?  I have a sneaky feeling that he is with one of the new girls on his myspace page for a trial run.  Aunt V said she was going to mention seeing me and see if that sparks anything from him.  It's the weekend so MAYBE he will contact me.  Larry thinks that he will soon.  I asked him what he thought was going on and he said that I have my new beginning and to play my cards right.  He said that I have to play hard to get with him this time.  I don't want to be too hard to get though! Is Spanky going to leave her for sure this time or is he just hanging on waiting for her to get out of jail so they can be together and he is being faithful to her right now.  I can't actually see him being that faithful if he is with me every 2 months.  I just want him back in my life for good.  I miss the hell out of him and want to be in his arms again.  Today is the 1st anniversary of our first kiss, first make out session and the first night that we spent together in eachothers arms in bed.  Not the first night we did the matress spring test though.  Wonder if he will want to relive that night again but this time, take it further.  I guess I will have to sit back and see what happens.  It sucks waiting though!