Well, really...

SO i received my protocol and IVF calendar in the mail. I live 2 hours away. I am going for my trial transfer on Fri and received lots of paperwork, prescriptions, and lab work prescriptions! WOAH!! take a deep breathe!! I am like a puddle of water through this! my husband is a very easy going and joking person and he was working my nerves this morning!!!!!! !! I am spilt over with emotion and whenever change happens so does my eating!! I have been doing so well I mean I lost 30 pounds. Yet, I have been craving everything, not wanting to work out, and feeling really lousy about it! So I decided to not give in! Th e finish line is near and I have worked so hard to get my body in better shape! Please help me God