"Well I've Been Afraid of Changes"

That lyric from the song "Landslide", really summed my life up in a nutshell this morning...as it did since ever since I can remember...and though I know that becoming like the new creation that God wants me to be, and has promised that I already am in His word, will take time and effot-I FINALLY feel that I've had a major spiritual breakthrough!!! Hallelujah!!!! ;D This is healing straight from the heart of the wonderful counseler, and I can't wait to tell my earthly counseler about it tommorow! For the first time in a long time, I am looking with hope to the journey ahead, and I can't tell you how good it feels!
I was walking home from the library, and thinking about how I felt like I was too busy to go to get my poor Grandma her book...and how angry and very very selfish I am naturally, and have been lately. I was considering how my good intentions to be different work for a max of about a half hour, and how much that sucks. Then it just clicked--give it to God!!! He wants me to grow, and gain the blessings for being Christlike, because He loves me like no one else can. He is happy to make me new, and take care of my concerns...only my Grandma has been right all along...I've never given Him a chance. So today I laid it all on the line, and gave Him my whole laundry list...and asked Him to fix me. It feels like the weight of the whole wide world has finally been lifted off my shoulders. :D :D :D
God is good! If you need a new start the way I did...just confess all your sin, and ask Him for healing in any way you need!
God bless you guys.

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Chris1981
Chris1981

Hi Jasmine! :) This is a wonderfully inspirational journal. :) my family and i are so happy, and thankful that you are alright, and feeling better, and have a positive mindset about the new day. :) You\'re a very strong person, and i know with all of my heart, you are destined to continue to achieve great things in life. :)You have a beautiful gift, of helping others, and brightening the days of us all. :) You are a wonderful person, a great friend, and it\'s so nice having your friendship, and being able to share in these times, and days with you. :) keep strong my friend, and keep smiling and shining. :) God bless you, and your family, always :)
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Learning great truths in life are wonderful!
JasmineRenee
JasmineRenee

Thank you Chris and Jennay!!! :) xx and love.
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Dear Jas,
Congratulations. I am happy for you & your spiritual break through at last. I am going through a real positive spiritual break through with my new church. Been doing lot of big art projects such as huge murals, posters, signs, banners for their Vacation Bible School theme Panda Mania. Been changing for the positive, learning a lot. Healed of depression and am stronger physically. Family & friends notice it. I have joy of the Lord. Praise God! God bless you. hugs Carol
JasmineRenee
JasmineRenee

awww.....I am SO happy for you Carol, Praise God!!! :) xx. Thank you for your kind words, and sweet, dear friendship....