Welcome to the first ever C.A meeting. What's C.A?
Ca is a program founded by a dumb kid from the stix who thinks she can help other people by the bull she went through in life experience. She learned coping skills with her imaginary worlds, she lives in to make it safe for everyone. She dreams of a world better than the one I had to live in. I dream of a family that isn't mine. and I don't feel as if I am missing anything. I live my life to it's fullest everyday. I do something different each day to remind myself I am human. Ca is for recovering people who want to and have the desire to stop cutting themselves forever.I'm here to tell them they can. TO learn control, and to learn they can live healthier live styles. Not to addresss your pain in a negative way but to learn to address yourself to the right person as well. Suppose a school counclor, if your an adult there are contact lines. I'm here as well. I'm Heidi S And tonight at this special day your first step is to stop.Do anything else other than cut. Stop the pain, and agony your in and turn it positive you will change behavior someone will not notice, or you disapointed someone, but forget it, don't let it bother you. Let it go.Don't cut.Today I won't cut.Just for now, just for this second, I won't do it. Try it with me, and while you do it breath deeply. Relax, sit back close your eyes, and imagine a green pasture and the rest will follow, play some crazy loud rock music to annoy the neighbor guy who you dumped over the hollidays.Don't do it.Stop. Deep inside you have the powers to stop that behavior and change. .Do it better. Do something better to yourself. ANything better than what is not your option. IT's not an option. IT is not your option to do it. I won't accept it.