Weirdness

Got a peach thing in the mail today. Looks like a certified letter is waiting for me at the post office from my doctor's office.  Now I am wondering what the hell it could be. Other than maybe something coming in the regular mail to tell me about a referral doctor appt I have never gotten any kind of certified mail before from their office. So now I sit here and wonder and worry about what it could be...is something wrong with my kidneys or liver (wasn't that long ago I gave urine sample) or is it billing dept. stuff...I don't know and that is what is killing me.  It wouldn't be so bad if I could pick it up today..but the peach slip tells me I can't pick it up until tomorrow.
Had so much stuff going on lately..family junk, dealing with the school, trying to take care of MIL after her mini strokes, trying to deal with my daughters possible RA type stuff. Now this...I swear I want to tear my hair out. I just can't think of what would be so important that the doctor has to send it via certified mail, and if it IS so important..why am I not being called in to talk about it.  I CAN tell you this..as much as I am trying NOT to worry about it, it's not working..lol...AND I know that's gonna affect the HS..I started worrying about this and all my sites got super itchy and I just know I'm gonna either have a new one pop up in a new spot or an old one is going to come back for a visit..UGH...WHY CAN"T I SEEM TO GET AT LEAST ONE DAY WHERE I DON'T FEEL BOMBARDED!!!