weird mood im in

i think im the only person here that has pd, and lives alone (partnerwise) you all i imagine, i come home to someone who cares...................................my 3 gorgeous boys all teenagers and older, who live with me, are never here they now have their lives to live and explore, im happy for that..........BUT I sit here alone, I dont like it , its so so lonely .I wish i  had someone here with me too