weird feelings
Well here we are again. 16 weeks 2 days.
I was thinking, thinking about before Brandon's accident. The feelings I had. About a month before Brandon died, I dreamt that he died in a car accident. I remember that it was an early Friday morning. I remember waking up in a tizzy, I remember my boy friend asking me if I was ok. I went to work, but had that sinking feeling all day long. I was talking to my friend that evening telling her about it and about how freaked out I was. I had had these dreams before.......... not about Tyler, but about Brandon. I remember being on the verge of tears all day long. I remember texting Brandon after work asking if he was ok, and telling him that I miss him. Before when I had those 'feelings' Brandon had gotten into a car accident. (and totaled his car - on BOTH occasions, but he was ok)
I remember having that 'feeling' come over me before Tyler's car accident as well. I was to leave for florida, and I got that 'feeling'....... told the friends that I was going with that I need the 'house phone number' (before cell phones) before I set one foot on that plane. I got the number. I called his dad(divorced now) he didn't answer, so I left that phone number on his answering machine.
Told my mom once that 'my dad is going to call today' when in fact he hadn't contacted us in years. He did call that day, to tell us that his mother had died (I was 10) .
is this normal? sometimes I tell these stories and people look at my like i've absolutely gone and lost my damn mind! well I cant blame them, sometimes I feel like I've lost my mind!
I'm also glad that I listen to that little nagging voice that alerts me of danger......... more than once.......... is that God talking to me?
makes me wonder.
Have a beautiful, loving filled week.
Love and hugs
Lisa/Brandon's mom
I was thinking, thinking about before Brandon's accident. The feelings I had. About a month before Brandon died, I dreamt that he died in a car accident. I remember that it was an early Friday morning. I remember waking up in a tizzy, I remember my boy friend asking me if I was ok. I went to work, but had that sinking feeling all day long. I was talking to my friend that evening telling her about it and about how freaked out I was. I had had these dreams before.......... not about Tyler, but about Brandon. I remember being on the verge of tears all day long. I remember texting Brandon after work asking if he was ok, and telling him that I miss him. Before when I had those 'feelings' Brandon had gotten into a car accident. (and totaled his car - on BOTH occasions, but he was ok)
I remember having that 'feeling' come over me before Tyler's car accident as well. I was to leave for florida, and I got that 'feeling'....... told the friends that I was going with that I need the 'house phone number' (before cell phones) before I set one foot on that plane. I got the number. I called his dad(divorced now) he didn't answer, so I left that phone number on his answering machine.
Told my mom once that 'my dad is going to call today' when in fact he hadn't contacted us in years. He did call that day, to tell us that his mother had died (I was 10) .
is this normal? sometimes I tell these stories and people look at my like i've absolutely gone and lost my damn mind! well I cant blame them, sometimes I feel like I've lost my mind!
I'm also glad that I listen to that little nagging voice that alerts me of danger......... more than once.......... is that God talking to me?
makes me wonder.
Have a beautiful, loving filled week.
Love and hugs
Lisa/Brandon's mom
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My mother had premonitions. She used to spook me out when she said \"I have a feeling\". I have had a couple - one was going to my niece\'s wedding. I REALLY did not want to go. I just had a sick feeling in my stomach. Her new mother-in-law died of a heart attack on the dance floor. I knew there was a reason I was so upset about going. So I do not think you are crazy.
I also knew I was going to marry my husband the first time I met him. I remember telling my friend that I was going out with Joe after our badminton game. He had not asked me but I knew. We have been married for 47 years!
So keep listening to those little voices.
Love and huge hugs to you Lisa and your handsome son Brandon.
Marlene
I have had them most of my life...I dream of people when they are in trouble sometimes while it is happening in real time. I also dream of people when they pass. People think I am a little over the top, so I only mention it if it can glorify God. I believe it it God talking to you..why not. You are not alone ..many people have this gift. Lauri
I have had feelings, that something was wrong and always, something was. They usually concern my daughter. I always listen to the little voice in my head, when I think I shouldn\'t go somewhere or do something, I just don\'t do it. Some people call it a premonition, or sixth sense. I have always had it.I do believe it is from God, or my guardian Angel, warning me...
(((HUGS)))...Julia
whew.......... what a relief that I\'m not crazy!! (I\'m sure some would argue otherwise!).... It\'s hard to explain these feelings, but when they\'re there, you KNOW it. congrats on 47 years Marlene!!! that\'s awesome!
Each of us has this ability to listen to our inner voice and I know that it has been my guidance since I was a little girl. I used to tell my mom that I had an \"angel ear\" and was learning how to listen to it. :)
This is a gift and what a blessing that you are aware of it and using it as well. You are clearing the frequency and the channels and with that will come much of that I am certain.
Gentle care as the early days on the path are so very raw and painful. It takes courage to awaken to a new day and keep putting one foot in front of the other, I know...
You are not alone and I\'m grateful that you journaled. Take care!
Loving care,
XO Joanie