weight loss maintained

I managed to maintain the 70lbs loss that I acheived from August to today December 20 (and Im in tears as I write this)Guess thats how this site works.I am so desperate to lose another 5 tone or 70lbs just to show the insulting diabetic consultant who attacked me verbally but might as well be with a hammer...well todays the day Im taking stock of my situation...still want to lose weight but for myself....not only to wipe the smirk off the Doctors face....Hes done me a favour....but Im scared of putting on weight now...especially at this time of year...My goal is to maintain my weight loss but still step up on losing more weight...but without the desperation hopefully...having diabetes doesn't help as I need to eat sensibly.....