Weekends can go to hell

another Saturday night spent ALONE. I know my mom means well but I don't want to hang out with her, I just need some human interaction is that so hard to ask for? Maybe I wouldn't have so many mental breakdowns if I had friends or a friend. Because of this I'm near 20 and never been out to the club or even a dinner with someone. The only place I can say I've been in my life is school and home. Let's not forget dialysis... I'm not a boring or even a bad person, but I just guess no one really cares to be around me.