Weekend has passed

So we are now almost at week 8.  Still have issues with crying at the most inopportune times!.  I made it through another long weekend.  Boy I used to love the weekends but now they are sooooooooo long!  Saw a falling star last night, made an impossible wish on it.  The weather actually was pretty nice on Sunday but I remember how you would have thought it was still cold.  The Packers lost last week to the Seahawks, you would have been just fuming!     Still cannot make myself make any changes to your things but straightened up some of the mess I made in your shed, And put all the tools away!  All I hear is folks asking if I want to get rid of stuff and boy I am just not even remotely there yet.  Sometimes I  am really mad, why could you just not fight a little harder for me?  Maybe things would have been different.  Maybe there would have been more time.  But I know nothing would have changed it.  We were dealing with the things we knew, not the unknowns that took you away.  Missing you and hoping you are finally at peace and away from the pain.