Weekends :(

During the week life seems so much easier - is a routine - get up, get the kids ready, go to work, kids in school, pick them up, homework and dinner, bed and then all over again the next day but the weekends are so difficult.  I miss my stbx so much, I feel so alone even though my kids are with me, I crave for his company, I just wish I could talk to him even for a little bit, I feel so pathetic right now and I just want to breakdown and cry - please God give me the strenght to get through today - tomorrow is another day and it will be better.