Week One

 It's been one week since I've see or heard from my husband and I miss him so much.  I can't even get in touch with anyone down there and I'm starting to worry.  I think I'll call when I get home from work tonight, just to ease my mind.  I HAVE been working on myself in this past week......eating better, exercising more and trying to have a good outlook.  My two days off were spent purging the kitchen and living room or crap I've been holding onto for years thinking I would use it, but never have!  Trying to fill my days without my H may very well be filled with cleaning, not such a bad thing.  I don't miss the wondering what things will be like when I get home from work though.  I know things will be as I left them.  I filled the car with gas last week and have just gone through a quarter of a tank.......before, I would have put gas in three or four times!  Crazy, but, it's actually saving me money!  The kids miss him as well and they don't understand what is going on.  They know he had to go 'help' his mom for a while, but, they thought they would have heard SOMETHING by now.  I don't know how much longer I can hide the real reason he is there.