Week from today

I will be induced if he is not here by then. My FIL swears he will be here wednesday because if the Full moon. He is convinced. We will see. I am contracting and have alot of pressure. I was 1 cm dialated last wednesday and 50 % efaced. I go get checked agian wednesday morning. I am debating on getting my membranes stripped. I hear it hurts and well i will be in enough pain soon enough. I just cant beleive that next tuesday i will be holding my little boy in my arms. I will be holding the answer to so many of my prayers. God is Faithfull!!!! Even though i am days away from it i still cant wrap my mind around it. It has not hit me I guess I have not let it hit me yet. I am still scared. But I have faith in the lord that everything will be ok. I can say this pregancy has taken every unexpected turn there is and was nothing like I thought it would be. James getting a job 700 miles away when i was 7 1/2 months pregnant. Not having him around for the last trimester (when you need your DH the most might I add). Moving in with teh in-laws because everyone is scared for me to be alone (but me). My hubby missing the first 6 months of his sons life will be hard so will be moving from all my freinds and family. SO ya nothing was like I expected it. But then agian I did not expect to get pregnant at all. I have learned to take the good with the bad and all though all my wants are not always met ALL my needs ALWAYS are.  Despite the ditance I have an amazing husband and a wonderfull family. I just cant wait to have my family back together. All in all we will be seperated for 7 3/4 months. Its ahrd but in the end I will be a SAHM and it is best for us.