Week 3 Post op
Today I am week 3 today since my op and feeling about the same as last week physically... I CAN get out of bed on my own thankfully.... lol Thats nice... This morning I was alittle disconcerned to find a lot of heavy discharge with fresh blood in it which scared me a llittle...... i wonder whats going on or if thats normal..?I had almost completely finished with that the last couple of days I thought...? My drain site isnt yet healed but hopfully by next week it might be, and I STILL have a lot of pain in my bladder, even if i have to go to the washroom only a little even it starts hurting inside as if its really full, whats with that...!? My doc is away on hoildays so have to wait awhile now I supppose.... I am so so sad today...... Yesterday morning my mother in law passed away with her whole family gathered around her at eight thirty am.. What was supposed to be our last family reunion all together to say our goodbyes turned out to us barely arriving in time just as she went in to the hospital.... She was waiting for all of her children to be gathered together I think before she could to allow herself to leave.... She bravely fought esophageal and stomach cancer that had spread everywhere else and it was such a suden surprise that she passed so quickly... Another tragedy happened to us that you dog lovers might understand out there... yesterday morning as well our beloved little dog passed away at home while we were away dealing with this other stuff............the night before someone hit her with a truck and took off leaving her to limp away dragging her rear end... my step son witnessed it and went to find her for two hours , but she couldnt be found... She was found the next morning under our tree and rusehd to the vets 1 hr away.... The xrayed her and found that he spine was broken as well as loss of reflexes in one leg, muscle damage and her tail was injured as well....To fix her would cost the minimum of $6000 with no guarentess that she would be able to walk or have control of her bodily functions.............. WE dont have that kind of money im afraid and we had to act quickly and give the vet our decsion.....She was euthanised all alone and without me cuddling her and the sunshine has completely left my life now....I loved that dog so much, and ive failed her by not being there for her....... I don't know what i'm gonna do without her.... Im so depressed right now............ She was only 2 yrs old.... WHAT AM I GONNA DO NOW...................................................?
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