Week 2:The Hardest Part

I am starting to realize that this is going to be harder than I expected. I have been lying for so long and so much that I don't really realize I am lying until someone catches me. I went like three or four days with out lying just trying to patch it up between me an my best friend. then he let me back in again. I slipped and told a little white lie. He caught me half way through and I just sat there, I didn't try to back track and cover it up, I just sat there. It must have been four minutes before I finally fessed up. Yes it was a harmless lie but for me it didn't help me fix this relation ship. I felt like shit. I thought I could just stop anytime I wanted, but the lies just come out.